Well, it’s October now. The nights are getting spooky, the moon is big, and the leaves are crunchy! For me that means not just Hallowe’en, but plenty of time to write and edit! I’ve been working on something new, which I am so excited about. It’s great to feel this inspired. At the same time though, I’m still working on finishing up The Poisonwood Shadows and preparing to get it released.
Editing of any kind can be very time consuming and difficult. It can often feel like being stuck in an endless loop. Hopefully this will be the final edit of The Poisonwood Shadows. Some things I’m surprised made it through the first few edits, other things I know I shouldn’t have removed and ought to be put back in. Some I just want to rewrite completely.
I can’t help but wonder sometimes if I’m being too hard on myself. Everything seems to depend on what mood I’m in, or even what music I’m listening to – silly things that seem to put a filter over the actual content of the book. It’s certainly a learning experience, and I am enjoying finding new ways to be productive and actually enjoy the editing process.
It’s important that I don’t just settle and say to myself ‘that’ll do’. That’s just not good enough! One thing I’ve realised is how much I want to be consistently raising the bar for myself. It might take longer, but I know I’ll be much happier with the end product. Patience is key. It doesn’t all come at once, and there’s no point pushing it to the point of burning out.
I’ve expanded a little on the subject of remaining motivated and productive with a blog entry for the lovely Almond Press. Writer’s block in any form can be extremely troublesome, so please give it a read if you are interested! I’ll be posting again soon about some of my favourite books and how they have influenced/inspired me – keep checking in and thanks for reading!
I’ve found that when writing it is important to have the right sort of music as a background soundtrack. I spend an awful lot of time hunting for new bands and songs that I’ve heard on TV shows and in films, and whenever I go anywhere my iPod has to come with me. There’s something wonderful about a long bus or train journey spent looking out of the window and listening to music, watching as fields and forests go whizzing by.
Music can evoke all kinds of inspiration and emotion. I like anything that is haunting and beautiful, that really seems to capture that one feeling that can’t quite be described (as much as we try as writers!) I still find it amazing that I can be feeling completely unmotivated to write one minute, only to find the words flowing out of my fingertips when a certain song comes on.
There are a lot of songs that have been key to setting the tone and inspiring the world I have been trying to create, so I thought I would note some of these down for you to check out and hopefully find similar inspiration.
Black – The Birthday Massacre
Holiday – The Birthday Massacre
People Are Strange – Johnny Hollow
Just a Fragment of You – Alex Gonzalez from M83 & Brian Reitzell
I Only Have Eyes For You – The Flamingos
Pins and Needles – The Birthday Massacre
Memories – Within Temptation
Moonlight Serenade – Glenn Miller
Boats and Birds – Gregory and the Hawk
Runaway – Yeah Yeah Yeahs
No One Would Riot For Less – Bright Eyes
1901 – Birdy
I have tons more, so will likely be posting more songs as I go along. I love to share music, as well as discover it, so please get in touch if you have any secret songs to write to that you would like to tell the world about!
I began writing what will hopefully turn into my second novel last night. I’m in a very exciting place at the moment, as I am now in a position to publish and I can’t wait to be getting on with it! I am still trying to ‘get there’ with my first book, The Poisonwood Shadows. It is finished, but I feel a bit frightened to really let it go and I can’t stop polishing and messing about with the text. Right now it feels like a carousel of punctuation, editing, questioning every decision, chasing my friends for feedback and researching punctuation. Still, the end is in sight and I’ve got a lot of hard work planned for myself.
I’ve been working on this for over two years now, and I really feel like it’s time to be finished and onto the next thing, so my first big challenge is to finally complete the book and be happy with it. I’m loving the process. It’s a fantastic feeling to know that I have learned so much and developed my skills as a writer. I read a lot and am trying to find at least an hour day to curl up and lose myself in a book (currently reading A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin).
It’s a funny thing being a writer. I know it’s not just me. Our heads are filled with ideas for novels. I have at least six up there right now, and I have begun four of them. I see so much potential, but then finding the time and giving it the space to develop is a whole other story in itself. That’s partly why I can’t wait to put The Poisonwood Shadows to bed and be finished, as I will have so much more time to give to what’s coming next. I really want to document all of the stuff that’s going to be happening, so I have decided to keep a blog of my progress.
I hope to include things that will inspire both myself and other writers, so please keep checking in. Thank you for visiting!